Anyone who has not guessed it yet by reading my posts, my Twinflame is married to the dark Karmic. And the marriage is a fraud, both of them betrayed me, they played each other, both of their friends and family betrayed him, they are both deceiving their community by pretending to be a happily married couple. It’s a lie. The Karmic because the divine masculine has the potential to earn money. The Karmic and her family chose him because he is an empath to cover up for her mental illness, her parents didn’t care if the guy they chose for her was already in love with someone else as far as he can be the source of money. My Twinflame’s family chose the Karmic over me because she is as abusive as them, all they cared about is having control over him and the money that would come with her. The marriage was nothing more than a business deal between two families. The business deal was an arranged marriage but the wounded children love playing house on social media by pretending as if it was a love marriage. And I have been watching this TV show for a long time. All of them have so much craze for social media and public image, that they can even get married for it. They need to have someone for financial stability, safety and security and they can have someone else on the side for love.Continue reading
After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.
First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.Continue reading
First of all, I want everyone to understand that me and my Twinflame both have been facing Narcissistic abuse from people who don’t want us to be together. Generally, spiritual people, psychics and tarot readers like to use the word “Karmic” for Narcissists and Narcissistic people. You do have Karma with Karmics but it doesn’t mean they are not abusive. In our case, the third party Karmic is a full-blown Narcissist with Psychopathic tendencies. We both have been abused in all ways possible, scapegoated, talked about, by these abusers so that we will both give up on each other and this Twinflame connection. They try to create trust issues between us. Your Twinflame never intends to hurt you, unless they are manipulated by others. Every tower moment is brought because of these Karmics, their lies and manipulation. But spirit makes sure to use every tower in the favour of Twinflame connection.
Anyone who thinks, in a third party situation, DF chases DM. They are wrong. Runners run into the third party situations and Karmics chase DM, not the DF. It’s all rumours. Because in my case, I go towards my DM every time to school him, with my Queen of swords mode that every DM is scared of. Do hell with chasing😂😂 It’s because all DF’s know intuitively what their DM thinks and feels for them, we don’t need validation from our DM about it.Continue reading
I still feel attached to how people were in the last timeline, so I am just trying to write with indifference. I’m still in the middle of healing.
Even when I had not realised about the timeline shift, I noticed few changes in my parents and also in my sister, even if we were talking only on call. It was just a few times. I used to think, may be they are stressed because of work or maybe growing old and changing with time. But everytime I did ask myself, why are they behaving so different. And then I would choose to not take stress about it as usual and focus on my routine, work, blog, Twinflame connection, healing etc.Continue reading
I have a lot to write about, couldn’t even decide where to start from.. so I thought I will start with a few answers to the “why”. When people read my story they should understand where I’m coming from.
Awakening.. a big word. Everyone says once you had an awakening, you can’t go back, you can’t un-awaken yourself. Well, whoever said this, was definitely lacking knowledge.. because I have seen myself and my Twinflame cycling back so many times.. everyone who belongs to my Twinflame collective has been going through these cycles.
I AM A STARSEED.
I am one with the source and I was born to help humanity.
I love and long for my star system home. I feel like an alien here and the feeling never goes away. Because I know I am different. Everyone knows I am different.
When I talk about my identity, people think I am talking about aliens.
But then they forget that they have done enough to alienate me anyway, even before I revealed my identity.
They already know, coz excluding any Starseed has nothing to do with their identity, it’s all about energy.
When starseeds choose to come as twin flames, they have double life-mission. They don’t only have the power of immense light but also the power of immense love. They embody the yin and yang energies to anchor love in this 3D world. This is the double mission.
Starseeds are fated to be together with their twin flame and fulfil their soul mission on earth. They can’t be separated, because fate is always working to bring them together. So that they can follow their soul mission and heal others. Just like a lightworker can’t be kept away from their fate, twin flames can’t be kept away from each other.Continue reading
There are many types of awakenings, but there is one awakening which is unique, which only starseeds experience.
Emotional awakening happens when an emotional closed off person finally opens it’s his heart. Material Awakening when a person learns there’s no satisfaction in the material realm. Spiritual awakening when people become open to soul consciousness.
And then there is Starseed Awakening. An awakening different than everything else. All starseeds can relate to each other, but not normal Humans.Continue reading
What if someone told you that your rigid religious beliefs, lack of money mentality, poverty consciousness, protecting the status Quo, history of abuse, is all part of your Ancestral Trauma. Which is waiting to be healed for ages, but you try to live that as a truth instead of healing it. You spent your whole life protecting the image that you had made up of yourself. When all you needed to do was to choose Spirituality, freedom, truth, authenticity, fearlessness, beliefs that set you free, taking your power back and saying-” these beliefs are crap themselves, it’s time we all gave up on them, from this generation froward.” It’s time for everyone to heal their ancestral trauma.Continue reading