10 October 2010. I have been writing since I was in school. I used to write pages in one go, in the flow. Asking why is the world this way, why humans react so much. That time I was full of questions and curiosity, now I have answers..Continue reading
Never compare yourself to anyone around. Every person is different and perfect in its own imperfections.
Don’t get caught up in the cycles of trying to win over people that you envy, just to make your self feel better again. Work on the part that you feel is lacking in you.Continue reading
Anyone who has not guessed it yet by reading my posts, my Twinflame is married to the dark Karmic. And the marriage is a fraud, both of them betrayed me, they played each other, both of their friends and family betrayed him, they are both deceiving their community by pretending to be a happily married couple. It’s a lie. The Karmic because the divine masculine has the potential to earn money. The Karmic and her family chose him because he is an empath to cover up for her mental illness, her parents didn’t care if the guy they chose for her was already in love with someone else as far as he can be the source of money. My Twinflame’s family chose the Karmic over me because she is as abusive as them, all they cared about is having control over him and the money that would come with her. The marriage was nothing more than a business deal between two families. The business deal was an arranged marriage but the wounded children love playing house on social media by pretending as if it was a love marriage. And I have been watching this TV show for a long time. All of them have so much craze for social media and public image, that they can even get married for it. They need to have someone for financial stability, safety and security and they can have someone else on the side for love.Continue reading
After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.
First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.Continue reading
Kisi ne mujhe devi samajh liya,
To mera mann ghabra kyun gaya?
Main devi hi to hoon
Jab main Dhroupadi ki tarah harass hoti hoon tab main devi ban jati hoon..
Jab main Sita ki tarah ek distorted masculine ke trust issues ke liye test deti hoon to main devi ban jati hoon..Continue reading
I don’t know which part of it people don’t get when I say, we are the same soul. We both know what’s written in the destiny. No matter who came between us or before or after, I am his destiny and he is my destiny. It’s my God-given right, that’s the truth and a spiritual boundary that everyone should understand. We are Twinflames and Twinflame connection is a spiritual marriage for eternity. This is the first lesson that every Twinflame couple is here to teach the world. Everything that happens in 3D is an illusion, only love is real. Why do you think all the Twinflames have their soul contracts designed in a way that it’s unconventional according to society’s current norms. We have been together for eternity, for I don’t even know if I should say a thousand years or million years, I think light-years would be perfect. He is mine and will be mine forever, no matter how far we wander on earth. I don’t want to give a chance to anyone else, because I already know the result, that connection will end soon because my destiny is written with my Twinflame. It’s a wise decision. I don’t want to waste anyone’s time. Otherwise people would accuse my Twinflame that he is stealing me from my karmic by using his looks.Continue reading
The dark Karmic is not just a Narcissist but Narcissist with psychopathic tendencies. The interference was to make me react, to ruin my birthday but also because I posted that DM and DF are ready. She never does something for just one motive, always planning many steps ahead. She did the same in January as well, as soon as you give her a prediction of union or Karmic connection ending, there will be a immediate ramp up in spellwork, always.
I do SRT so I had to learn about how witchcraft even works, to understand how to counter it.
Binding magick is used to create cords where you don’t have any karmic cord already. Like my Twinflame and his karmic, Karmic contract was getting over, so she used heavy spellwork to bind him. She will use manipulation, guilt and shame to create a trauma bond with spellwork in the background. Because now she has energetic allowance for spellwork because of his lack of boundaries that comes with Trauma bonding. But there’s a price for messing up with anyone’s free will. Even universe doesn’t mess with anyone’s free will, that’s why universe always asks us to decide what we want. Binding magick or Love spells, if it’s done on a person whose heart doesn’t choose you, then it will end up in toxicity, arguements and fights. You can not make someone love you by using spellwork, it will only be a toxic attachment.Continue reading
Every time I post about being financially stable or financially independent. People always think that I might have recently come into some type of success. This is the lack mindset everyone projects on me. I have been financially independent for years, since 2017 to be accurate. And I have never been broke, ever.
I post it everytime when the karmic starts spreading rumours about me that I’m a golddigger, to create trust issues with my Twinflame. It’s a projection of who she is. She lies and everyone in his friend circle and family believes it, because they think not having a 9 to 5 job makes you poor. They compare that she has a job and I don’t. Well I had 5.5 years of experience as a software developer when I left IT and she was a fresher, that too in some other field not IT. My work profile and skillset still have high market value.Continue reading
I finally want to open up about what changed in my family dynamic with the timeline shift. In the last timeline I was my daddy’s girl, everyone who knows me knows this. In this timeline I am my mommy’s girl.
With the timeline shift, everything has changed. My parents’ and even my extended family’s educational degrees, job history, life history too.
My dad used to be an empath, now he is a normally stoic man. It’s no one’s fault, these people don’t even remember how things used to be. My parents had to put up a lot with me. They changed according to my perspective, but I also changed according to theirs. But they never reacted to the timeline shift, I did. They have seen me grieving their loss in front of their eyes, I tried to keep everything inside but I don’t think I was successful. They accepted me as I am, thinking that I keep changing and transforming because of my awakenings anyway. I miss how things used to be. I didn’t go back to Bangalore yet, because I am learning to bond with my new family (the same family with a new dynamic feels like a new family). Out of the last 5 months since I came home, 2 months got wasted in spiritual warfare because of the dark karmic. I didn’t even get to spend time with my parents in that period.Continue reading