Anyone who has not guessed it yet by reading my posts, my Twinflame is married to the dark Karmic. And the marriage is a fraud, both of them betrayed me, they played each other, both of their friends and family betrayed him, they are both deceiving their community by pretending to be a happily married couple. It’s a lie. The Karmic because the divine masculine has the potential to earn money. The Karmic and her family chose him because he is an empath to cover up for her mental illness, her parents didn’t care if the guy they chose for her was already in love with someone else as far as he can be the source of money. My Twinflame’s family chose the Karmic over me because she is as abusive as them, all they cared about is having control over him and the money that would come with her. The marriage was nothing more than a business deal between two families. The business deal was an arranged marriage but the wounded children love playing house on social media by pretending as if it was a love marriage. And I have been watching this TV show for a long time. All of them have so much craze for social media and public image, that they can even get married for it. They need to have someone for financial stability, safety and security and they can have someone else on the side for love.
I finally want to open up about what changed in my family dynamic with the timeline shift. In the last timeline I was my daddy’s girl, everyone who knows me knows this. In this timeline I am my mommy’s girl.
With the timeline shift, everything has changed. My parents’ and even my extended family’s educational degrees, job history, life history too.
My dad used to be an empath, now he is a normally stoic man. It’s no one’s fault, these people don’t even remember how things used to be. My parents had to put up a lot with me. They changed according to my perspective, but I also changed according to theirs. But they never reacted to the timeline shift, I did. They have seen me grieving their loss in front of their eyes, I tried to keep everything inside but I don’t think I was successful. They accepted me as I am, thinking that I keep changing and transforming because of my awakenings anyway. I miss how things used to be. I didn’t go back to Bangalore yet, because I am learning to bond with my new family (the same family with a new dynamic feels like a new family). Out of the last 5 months since I came home, 2 months got wasted in spiritual warfare because of the dark karmic. I didn’t even get to spend time with my parents in that period.
By Trance state I mean a state where your intuition is working and not working at the same time. It’s like a psychic has a veil over her third eye.
When the timeline shift happened, I entered the trance state, because I was wounded and it was blocking me from seeing the reality clearly. This is also one more purpose of my Twinflame connection, to strengthen my Psychic abilities.
We were in union for many months. My Twinflame and I both were awakened and integrated our higher self. We still used to work on small triggers every now and then, but it was a lot easier than the triggers that we worked on, before the union.
Twinflames search all their life, for someone to understand them. And then they find the one who shares the same wounds, even pain becomes beautiful. They heal each other, a true companion. Once you have tasted true love, you can’t settle for anything conditional.
That’s how Twinflames are made. First you are given trauma for earth healing and then you are given a companion to share it with.
I still feel attached to how people were in the last timeline, so I am just trying to write with indifference. I’m still in the middle of healing.
Even when I had not realised about the timeline shift, I noticed few changes in my parents and also in my sister, even if we were talking only on call. It was just a few times. I used to think, may be they are stressed because of work or maybe growing old and changing with time. But everytime I did ask myself, why are they behaving so different. And then I would choose to not take stress about it as usual and focus on my routine, work, blog, Twinflame connection, healing etc.
Every Twinflame receives communitcation, guidance and signs from both their counterpart’s 3D self and higher self, through out the journey. We are always working with each other’s higher self.
You are always in union with your Twinflame’s higher self. There is no sepration in higher dimensions.
In my case, it’s just that somehow the communitcation suddenly opened up after a long time, when I was about to give up hope. And my DM’s higher self specifically showed that he remembers everything, even if he doesn’t remember it in 3D.