Judgements

First of all, I want everyone to understand that me and my Twinflame both have been facing Narcissistic abuse from people who don’t want us to be together. Generally, spiritual people, psychics and tarot readers like to use the word “Karmic” for Narcissists and Narcissistic people. You do have Karma with Karmics but it doesn’t mean they are not abusive. In our case, the third party Karmic is a full-blown Narcissist with Psychopathic tendencies. We both have been abused in all ways possible, scapegoated, talked about, by these abusers so that we will both give up on each other and this Twinflame connection. They try to create trust issues between us. Your Twinflame never intends to hurt you, unless they are manipulated by others. Every tower moment is brought because of these Karmics, their lies and manipulation. But spirit makes sure to use every tower in the favour of Twinflame connection.

Anyone who thinks, in a third party situation, DF chases DM. They are wrong. Runners run into the third party situations and Karmics chase DM, not the DF. It’s all rumours. Because in my case, I go towards my DM every time to school him, with my Queen of swords mode that every DM is scared of. Do hell with chasing😂😂 It’s because all DF’s know intuitively what their DM thinks and feels for them, we don’t need validation from our DM about it.

If I was in a chasing vibration, the karmic connection won’t have manifested itself. When my DM ran, he ran into someone like him, codependent, where you think you are not whole on your own. “Chasing” is a word that can be used to describe a lot of things. Karmic knows it’s a Twinflame connection so she uses the word very well, when it comes to spreading gossip. Thanks to people who describe Twinflame connection as just a runner-chaser dynamic. Twinflame connections have many more dynamics and every Twinflame couple’s journey is unique. When trauma bonding happens in my Twinflame connection, I become an overgiver, not setting boundaries, giving my power away, that’s all. I still don’t need to chase him to love me. Love is always there, even when we don’t talk, even when are in no contact, even when a timeline shift happens. And if I am not setting boundaries with my TF, soon I learn the lesson to take back my power too. When I stand in my power, it breaks the trauma bond in the Karmic connection as well.

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Why do you love your Twinflame

People ask me why do you love your Twinflame?

Twinflames search all their life, for someone to understand them. And then they find the one who shares the same wounds, even pain becomes beautiful. They heal each other, a true companion. Once you have tasted true love, you can’t settle for anything conditional.

That’s how Twinflames are made. First you are given trauma for earth healing and then you are given a companion to share it with.

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Questioning everything – The Puzzle Pieces

I still feel attached to how people were in the last timeline, so I am just trying to write with indifference. I’m still in the middle of healing.

Even when I had not realised about the timeline shift, I noticed few changes in my parents and also in my sister, even if we were talking only on call. It was just a few times. I used to think, may be they are stressed because of work or maybe growing old and changing with time. But everytime I did ask myself, why are they behaving so different. And then I would choose to not take stress about it as usual and focus on my routine, work, blog, Twinflame connection, healing etc.

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My karmic lessons behind it

Every Twinflame receives communitcation, guidance and signs from both their counterpart’s 3D self and higher self, through out the journey. We are always working with each other’s higher self.

You are always in union with your Twinflame’s higher self. There is no sepration in higher dimensions.

In my case, it’s just that somehow the communitcation suddenly opened up after a long time, when I was about to give up hope. And my DM’s higher self specifically showed that he remembers everything, even if he doesn’t remember it in 3D.

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KNOWING

If you try to dive deep into your mind, you will find all your answers within.

Just like I had a knowing that I’m Twinflame, just like I knew since childhood that there is someone out there, made just for me.

I had knowing about the timeline shift too. Not exactly like this. But the feeling that one day he will be gone and I will to fulfil our life purpose alone.

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What I went through

I met my Twinflame for the first time 2+ years back. I had premonitions before that I am about to meet my soulmate. We quickly went into a separation(no contact). I worked on my separation triggers and figured out that we are not soulmates but Twinflames. But he didn’t. I kept watching Tarot readings and songs, because I knew there is a telepathic connection. I waited for him to leave his stubbornness behind and take a leap of faith. The same was the guidance from my spirit guides at that time.

Meanwhile, he went into a third party Karmic Relationship. I wasn’t completely awakened so my intuition was off, I did not see it coming. My spirit guides guided me to reach out to him and tell him that he went in the wrong direction with a dark Karmic. I felt a soul calling to protect him.

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The Timeline Shift

So 8 months back there was a timeline shift, which also made me unawakened and unhealed again. So my intuition was off. People around me started changing and I did notice sometimes, but who would possibly think that suddenly all your close ones can change.

I did not know, I did not realise anything about the shift. I kept living normally as usual. My wounding blocked my third eye and intuition. Why would I care to think that I have become unawakened and unhealed again!!

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Myths about Awakening

I have a lot to write about, couldn’t even decide where to start from.. so I thought I will start with a few answers to the “why”. When people read my story they should understand where I’m coming from.

Awakening.. a big word. Everyone says once you had an awakening, you can’t go back, you can’t un-awaken yourself. Well, whoever said this, was definitely lacking knowledge.. because I have seen myself and my Twinflame cycling back so many times.. everyone who belongs to my Twinflame collective has been going through these cycles.

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How does trauma bonding happen in third party situation in Twinflame connections

Third-party situations are common in a Twinflame connection. If the runner runs quite enough, they end up running into a karmic connection. A relationship where the runner will be abused for enough time to start self-reflecting and do their inner work, also to recognise the value of their Twinflame and to go back. Yes, Karmics are a blessing for a Twinflame connection from a higher perspective. Karmic connections refine the incredibly stubborn divine masculines, helping them in ascension and awaken to their mission work.

Trauma bonding can also happen in a Twinflame connection. But if it happens, it happens between all three, not just between the DM and DF. Because it’s an energetic loop between all three.

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Twinflames, you are divinely guided and protected. Have faith.

Twinflames come with a mission on earth to spread love. The journey is not easy and so divine support is always available.  Always ask your guides to watch over the connection. Archangel Michael is specially designated to protect the Twinflame connection.

Starseed TFs are quite powerful. So that take on the toughest mission works together.

In my case, my divine masculine is healing a very unconscious ancestral line. I am healing my ancestral line as well, but both lines are very different.

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