Today is not the day when I realised this, its been years. And no matter how many obstacles came through, I persevered, old obstacles know it pretty well.
People say they don’t believe in starseeds and make fun that it’s some woo-woo stuff. But then the extra amount of hate that starseeds get, confirms that those people do believe it inside.
People pray to God to send them healing, forgiveness, love, truth, light, faith, life. People even pray for an angel to come their way and save them. And then God decides how he wants to answer their prayers. So sometimes God sends them his instruments, the healers.
You are an individual life on your own. Life is a gift from god and so do not take it for granted. Do not live for other people be it a lover, family, friends, colleagues, authority, society anyone.
God gave you a life of freedom, he never asked you to suppress yourself for others.
Those people, even their life is a gift from god.. but sometimes the ego becomes so big that humans start thinking they are greater than god. And then comes the day when God puts people in their right place.
For starseeds: You are different, you were born different. Because you chose to break ancestral traumas & generations of depression.
No matter who tells you what about yourself. Remember you are A GIFT TO HUMANITY FROM GOD.
People can’t understand it because it will take them to transcend their ego. To be thankful that finally someone has been born in their family line to heal all of them, to transmute their karma. They don’t need to be thankful only for bringing someone to life, but also grateful for being chosen to bring an ascended soul to life.
People need to stop trying to control and judge starseeds. Instead be grateful that they have a starseed in their life.
As a lightworker, I am always questioned for my beliefs. And everyone who questions, finds their answers on their own, in the long run. I have sort of started loving the adversities now.
People don’t question me, they question their own faith. Faith is what Lightworkers are made of and came here to show other people that they can also have faith.
Faith that God exists, a higher power exists, karma is real, enlightenment is possible, true unconditional love is real, being karma free is possible, re-incarnations are possible, even to be reborn and create a new life for yourself is possible, to co-create with the universe is possible.
So some of you asked me if I am working on chakras etc. My kundalini awakening came on its own. I try to be in a high vibrational state, but I don’t do any type of yoga or meditations every day. I do meditation only a few times in a month. That’s also for energy cleansing, forgiveness, cord-cutting, automatic writing or past life regression, IF required.
How did it trigger on its own then? You just need to have faith and focus on self-love and do good karma. You need to have faith that whatever changes are happening in your life & body, will only help you grow. All I ever did was to have faith, unlimited faith in the divine forces. When you drop all the resistance, you are one with the universe. & This is oneness.
People want to be awakened so they try to become eligible for awakening. They try to compare themselves if they are more Spiritually grown than others. But what they forget is – it has to be only about faith, love and light. You do not become deserving by showing that you are deserving, but by never even on focus on it and just by being your true self for no particular reason.
I never tried, my whole focus was on being my true self, that was fearless & limitless. So I kept breaking the limits. My spiritual awakening was also triggered just like that on its own. I just knew that I am extremely happy and there’s is a change in me. I learnt about awakening makes you feel and I was sure that what I have been feeling for the last few days is an awakening.
People try so hard to be the dearest to God, to be eligible for gifts. But they never try to be the best of what they can be. They go for psychedelics, kundalini yoga, kriyas, different types of practices, workshops, courses, but they never notice that it’s happening from a place of ego. They don’t seek the truth but just the bliss.
Are you seeking to be love and light or are you seeking to be the best?
P.S. Sometimes people try to downplay my achievements by saying she just gets everything easily. Everyone around me tried to break me down so many times, but I didn’t give up. Isn’t that enough hard work?
This is best image I could find to explain what Kundalini is. I have been listening to different ways from different people, but let’s take the most common things that I resonate with.
Kundalini is divine life force in every human. When you are born some part of life force is used but most portion of it is hidden. The dormant energy is stored in root chakra, it remains stuck.
When a person goes through ascension, Kundalini energy is the one to guide him through it. Which means my kundalini has been activated all this time throughout my spiritual awakening journey. It’s like an engine, which is why I have been able to shift into my power centres easily. You guys might have read me talking about moving to power centre, heart centre, creative centre etc. That’s kundalini shifting gears to different centres.
Kundalini is symbolised as a serpent. During ascension, it starts kind of running through whole your body, from root to crown chakra, updwards. It unlocks all the blocks in each chakra, one by one, it takes time. From third eye chakra to crown chakra is like a quantum leap. When crown chakra is unlocked you just know. Once the crown chakra is popped open, then energy bursts & finally start flowing downwards too. Now it just goes and clears energy blocks in your whole body to help you ascend even more. There are even more chakras and energy centres (‘Nadi’ and ‘Granthi’), the 7 chakras are more important, as they signify different planes, so everyone mentions only about 7. It’s easier to understand.
Right now what’s happening to me is not as drastic as other people show. It’s just energy free-flowing, because I always choose to surrender to it, I have enough faith to trust the divine. But I can feel it sometimes in different chakras, like heat, like pulsations near the heart. It cools down on its own to give me some relaxation time.
Kundalini becoming unstuck, rising upwards and working through your whole body, is what is referred as kundalini Awakening/Rising. Chakra activation and removing energy blocks are the main things about it.
Crown chakra activation makes you open to higher dimensions, hence I accessed Akashik records too.
I knew a complete rebirth is on the way as it was already communicated by my spirit guides through clairaudience. And that “big happy changes are coming”, & something about September, Virgo & libra seasons, which is now.
All my chakras have been activated one by one, I am a lightworker, Pleiadian, so my heart chakra is the most prevalent one. But my third eye chakra and crown chakra have been activated one by one in the last few months. Which led to me developing a lot of psychic abilities and Spiritual gifts. I have been transformed into my higher self as now I do not fear my own power and showing my light.
So I think after the chakras comes the Kundalini, as I already had my Spiritual awakening. Even kundalini is a subset of Spiritual awakening.
Kundalini Awakening comes with access to Akashik records. Just 2 days back I have communicated to the spirit that “I am open to receiving whatever they want me to know about. I am ready to know about my Akashik records too”. And then it started coming, realisation after realisation, but this time the huge ones. Ones which answer my questions about my existence, ones that help me understand why everything played out this way in my life.
Kundalini awakening brings massive healing energy with it. It’s not only healing for my present life, but also for my past lives. This is a complete rebirth.
The only thing is it’s a surge of energy that you cannot control. Kundalini energy is a life force in itself and it can’t be controlled. kundalini energy runs through your body on its will, this is why it’s symbolised by a snake. You should let your body go with the flow, do not resist. Your body and higher self are intelligent enough to guide you through this process.
I am currently going through this process, I will keep posting updates. Follow me for more.
I want to share my kundali awakening experience here. Please just take this as an update of whatever I am going through. I will keep posting updates. I just want to log my journey, feeling called to do it. Also, this is a little here and there.
I am going through Kundali awakening and because of it I just accessed my own Akashik records. Kundalini Awakening is another subset of Spiritual awakening. It feels like a complete rebirth, I already knew a rebirth is on the way. But I didn’t realise it’s a metaphor for kundalini awakening.
Akashik records is like a book of wisdom, it has details of everyone’s past life, light codes, divine mission everything. In Hindu scriptures, it’s a realm of knowledge that only Narad Rishi has access to. There are many Egyptian tales about it too and my fellow starseeds believe in it. Ancient light entities, ancestors, angels, they all help us through our Akashik records I think.
Starseeds a lot of times come here as twin flames. When starseeds come as twin flames, it’s the same soul split into two, they are both Lightworkers (most of the times). One holds divine Masculine energy and another holds divine feminine energy. Masculine has to key to the Akashik records and feminine has access to the knowledge. This is how a lot of Lightworkers twin flames are where one can channels Spiritual knowledge, is more connected to spiritual realms and other works in the material world. They might even both have access to Akashik records.
Now since my crown chakra has been activated, I am being bombarded with a lot of information about my own self, which will help me understand my soul mission in a better way. I am gaining even more perspective on why my life played out this way. I have been seeking clarity on exactly what to do to help this world, since I am a little bit of everything, sometimes even I can’t decide.
What I am going through, is a lot of energetic & emotional changes. If it’s a Kundalini awakening, probably might lose sleep.
I will keep sharing more updates. I have shared some videos on my Facebook page for those who want to know more in detail.
Hurting someone’s ego is not a bad thing, not a sin.
Whole life people have tried to abuse me because I challenged their entitled ego. It is really a bad thing to hurt someone’s ego. Or is that about self-respect? Well, entitled ego makes people fake, deceitful, bullies, abusers, manipulators, so I don’t think hurting someone’s ego is a bad thing.
You hurt someone’s ego, i.e. in psychological terms, you cause them an ego injury. So now they think of you as an enemy and want to abuse you to make your life difficult to take revenge. They blame you for hurting them. Wait, what was it that got hurt? ego or self-respect?
Entitled egos are meant to be broken, even everyone’s ego is meant to be broken, at least if you want to grow spiritually and become a self-fulfilled person. Whether you feel inferior or superior, both are coming from a place of ego.
Ego is must to be transcended, it’s a part of awakening. When you shed your false beliefs about yourself, old belief systems, what image society put on you to carry, what opinions and insecurities they put on you, everything needs to be shed, in order to achieve awakening. It’s a painful process, but when you learn to endure pain, you come out stronger. All these things will she like layers of an onion, what will come out at the end, will be your truest, most authentic self, your higher self, your soul.
So next time a Narcissistic toxic person goes “you are hurting me”, throwing toddler tantrums, for causing them an ego injury, for showing them they are not what they think they are. Don’t let their reactions affect you.