My Healing Journey

After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.

First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.

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Changes

I finally want to open up about what changed in my family dynamic with the timeline shift. In the last timeline I was my daddy’s girl, everyone who knows me knows this. In this timeline I am my mommy’s girl.

With the timeline shift, everything has changed. My parents’ and even my extended family’s educational degrees, job history, life history too.

My dad used to be an empath, now he is a normally stoic man. It’s no one’s fault, these people don’t even remember how things used to be. My parents had to put up a lot with me. They changed according to my perspective, but I also changed according to theirs. But they never reacted to the timeline shift, I did. They have seen me grieving their loss in front of their eyes, I tried to keep everything inside but I don’t think I was successful. They accepted me as I am, thinking that I keep changing and transforming because of my awakenings anyway. I miss how things used to be. I didn’t go back to Bangalore yet, because I am learning to bond with my new family (the same family with a new dynamic feels like a new family). Out of the last 5 months since I came home, 2 months got wasted in spiritual warfare because of the dark karmic. I didn’t even get to spend time with my parents in that period.

The fireborn, jisne Bachpan nahin dekha
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Judgements

First of all, I want everyone to understand that me and my Twinflame both have been facing Narcissistic abuse from people who don’t want us to be together. Generally, spiritual people, psychics and tarot readers like to use the word “Karmic” for Narcissists and Narcissistic people. You do have Karma with Karmics but it doesn’t mean they are not abusive. In our case, the third party Karmic is a full-blown Narcissist with Psychopathic tendencies. We both have been abused in all ways possible, scapegoated, talked about, by these abusers so that we will both give up on each other and this Twinflame connection. They try to create trust issues between us. Your Twinflame never intends to hurt you, unless they are manipulated by others. Every tower moment is brought because of these Karmics, their lies and manipulation. But spirit makes sure to use every tower in the favour of Twinflame connection.

Anyone who thinks, in a third party situation, DF chases DM. They are wrong. Runners run into the third party situations and Karmics chase DM, not the DF. It’s all rumours. Because in my case, I go towards my DM every time to school him, with my Queen of swords mode that every DM is scared of. Do hell with chasing😂😂 It’s because all DF’s know intuitively what their DM thinks and feels for them, we don’t need validation from our DM about it.

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The Trance State

By Trance state I mean a state where your intuition is working and not working at the same time. It’s like a psychic has a veil over her third eye.

When the timeline shift happened, I entered the trance state, because I was wounded and it was blocking me from seeing the reality clearly. This is also one more purpose of my Twinflame connection, to strengthen my Psychic abilities.

We were in union for many months. My Twinflame and I both were awakened and integrated our higher self. We still used to work on small triggers every now and then, but it was a lot easier than the triggers that we worked on, before the union.

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Questioning everything – The Puzzle Pieces

I still feel attached to how people were in the last timeline, so I am just trying to write with indifference. I’m still in the middle of healing.

Even when I had not realised about the timeline shift, I noticed few changes in my parents and also in my sister, even if we were talking only on call. It was just a few times. I used to think, may be they are stressed because of work or maybe growing old and changing with time. But everytime I did ask myself, why are they behaving so different. And then I would choose to not take stress about it as usual and focus on my routine, work, blog, Twinflame connection, healing etc.

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My karmic lessons behind it

Every Twinflame receives communitcation, guidance and signs from both their counterpart’s 3D self and higher self, through out the journey. We are always working with each other’s higher self.

You are always in union with your Twinflame’s higher self. There is no sepration in higher dimensions.

In my case, it’s just that somehow the communitcation suddenly opened up after a long time, when I was about to give up hope. And my DM’s higher self specifically showed that he remembers everything, even if he doesn’t remember it in 3D.

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KNOWING

If you try to dive deep into your mind, you will find all your answers within.

Just like I had a knowing that I’m Twinflame, just like I knew since childhood that there is someone out there, made just for me.

I had knowing about the timeline shift too. Not exactly like this. But the feeling that one day he will be gone and I will to fulfil our life purpose alone.

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What I went through

I met my Twinflame for the first time 2+ years back. I had premonitions before that I am about to meet my soulmate. We quickly went into a separation(no contact). I worked on my separation triggers and figured out that we are not soulmates but Twinflames. But he didn’t. I kept watching Tarot readings and songs, because I knew there is a telepathic connection. I waited for him to leave his stubbornness behind and take a leap of faith. The same was the guidance from my spirit guides at that time.

Meanwhile, he went into a third party Karmic Relationship. I wasn’t completely awakened so my intuition was off, I did not see it coming. My spirit guides guided me to reach out to him and tell him that he went in the wrong direction with a dark Karmic. I felt a soul calling to protect him.

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The Timeline Shift

So 8 months back there was a timeline shift, which also made me unawakened and unhealed again. So my intuition was off. People around me started changing and I did notice sometimes, but who would possibly think that suddenly all your close ones can change.

I did not know, I did not realise anything about the shift. I kept living normally as usual. My wounding blocked my third eye and intuition. Why would I care to think that I have become unawakened and unhealed again!!

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My Kundalini Awakening | Part 4

So some of you asked me if I am working on chakras etc. My kundalini awakening came on its own. I try to be in a high vibrational state, but I don’t do any type of yoga or meditations every day. I do meditation only a few times in a month. That’s also for energy cleansing, forgiveness, cord-cutting, automatic writing or past life regression, IF required.

How did it trigger on its own then? You just need to have faith and focus on self-love and do good karma. You need to have faith that whatever changes are happening in your life & body, will only help you grow. All I ever did was to have faith, unlimited faith in the divine forces. When you drop all the resistance, you are one with the universe. & This is oneness.

People want to be awakened so they try to become eligible for awakening. They try to compare themselves if they are more Spiritually grown than others. But what they forget is – it has to be only about faith, love and light. You do not become deserving by showing that you are deserving, but by never even on focus on it and just by being your true self for no particular reason.

I never tried, my whole focus was on being my true self, that was fearless & limitless. So I kept breaking the limits. My spiritual awakening was also triggered just like that on its own. I just knew that I am extremely happy and there’s is a change in me. I learnt about awakening makes you feel and I was sure that what I have been feeling for the last few days is an awakening.

People try so hard to be the dearest to God, to be eligible for gifts. But they never try to be the best of what they can be. They go for psychedelics, kundalini yoga, kriyas, different types of practices, workshops, courses, but they never notice that it’s happening from a place of ego. They don’t seek the truth but just the bliss.

Are you seeking to be love and light or are you seeking to be the best?

P.S. Sometimes people try to downplay my achievements by saying she just gets everything easily. Everyone around me tried to break me down so many times, but I didn’t give up. Isn’t that enough hard work?

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