Judgements

First of all, I want everyone to understand that me and my Twinflame both have been facing Narcissistic abuse from people who don’t want us to be together. Generally, spiritual people, psychics and tarot readers like to use the word “Karmic” for Narcissists and Narcissistic people. You do have Karma with Karmics but it doesn’t mean they are not abusive. In our case, the third party Karmic is a full-blown Narcissist with Psychopathic tendencies. We both have been abused in all ways possible, scapegoated, talked about, by these abusers so that we will both give up on each other and this Twinflame connection. They try to create trust issues between us. Your Twinflame never intends to hurt you, unless they are manipulated by others. Every tower moment is brought because of these Karmics, their lies and manipulation. But spirit makes sure to use every tower in the favour of Twinflame connection.

Anyone who thinks, in a third party situation, DF chases DM. They are wrong. Runners run into the third party situations and Karmics chase DM, not the DF. It’s all rumours. Because in my case, I go towards my DM every time to school him, with my Queen of swords mode that every DM is scared of. Do hell with chasing😂😂 It’s because all DF’s know intuitively what their DM thinks and feels for them, we don’t need validation from our DM about it.

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Myths about Awakening

I have a lot to write about, couldn’t even decide where to start from.. so I thought I will start with a few answers to the “why”. When people read my story they should understand where I’m coming from.

Awakening.. a big word. Everyone says once you had an awakening, you can’t go back, you can’t un-awaken yourself. Well, whoever said this, was definitely lacking knowledge.. because I have seen myself and my Twinflame cycling back so many times.. everyone who belongs to my Twinflame collective has been going through these cycles.

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How does trauma bonding happen in third party situation in Twinflame connections

Third-party situations are common in a Twinflame connection. If the runner runs quite enough, they end up running into a karmic connection. A relationship where the runner will be abused for enough time to start self-reflecting and do their inner work, also to recognise the value of their Twinflame and to go back. Yes, Karmics are a blessing for a Twinflame connection from a higher perspective. Karmic connections refine the incredibly stubborn divine masculines, helping them in ascension and awaken to their mission work.

Trauma bonding can also happen in a Twinflame connection. But if it happens, it happens between all three, not just between the DM and DF. Because it’s an energetic loop between all three.

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A letter to people from my past who shamed me that it’s my karma – 2

So I have been posting about how starseeds make soul contracts to be abused or struggle for first half of their life. Because to overcome it, they have to heal themselves and do shadow work. This way they become healers and explore their innate gifts and later they can teach about healing techniques and shadow work to others, second half of thier life.

I have also been posting about how universes uses karma to temper stubborn people who resist change and awakening, to make surrender to healing and inner work and ascension.

But honestly I do not think it was my karma at all, even in past. Otherwise those people won’t be getting any of their karma back right.


I had trauma in my vibration so I attracted assholes to my environment. There was a time when I even felt that I am in a relatively low vibrational place than I should be. This is why I decided to branch off on my own.

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What can be the new possibile paradigms after the great Awakening?

The great awakening is going to bring in the new earth. How will the new earth look like?


More & more people will start living in 5D vibration. More & more will be healed and awakened. More authenticity, more integrity, more Spirituality. With the new earth, people will become more conscious of their actions and decisions.

Right now, people have to hide their Spirituality, it’s like everyone is hiding from others, not knowing they all believe in it.

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Why do people love it so much to become an obstacle in the path of starseeds?

Today is not the day when I realised this, its been years. And no matter how many obstacles came through, I persevered, old obstacles know it pretty well.

People say they don’t believe in starseeds and make fun that it’s some woo-woo stuff. But then the extra amount of hate that starseeds get, confirms that those people do believe it inside.

People pray to God to send them healing, forgiveness, love, truth, light, faith, life. People even pray for an angel to come their way and save them. And then God decides how he wants to answer their prayers. So sometimes God sends them his instruments, the healers.

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A letter to people from my past

Everyone knows how much I have been through but I am finally learning to completely forgive people who did wrong to me. ( Except those who don’t respect women, maybe someday I will learn that too, but not yet).

I walked away from all of you. Some of you are still the same, some of you learnt the lesson and changed, some of you have finally started to self reflect, some of you regret how you hurt me, some of you regret all your past actions and how you kept hurting people, some of you want to restart your life from zero, some of you learnt to work on yourself when you saw me choosing myself over anything.

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My Kundalini Awakening | Part 4

So some of you asked me if I am working on chakras etc. My kundalini awakening came on its own. I try to be in a high vibrational state, but I don’t do any type of yoga or meditations every day. I do meditation only a few times in a month. That’s also for energy cleansing, forgiveness, cord-cutting, automatic writing or past life regression, IF required.

How did it trigger on its own then? You just need to have faith and focus on self-love and do good karma. You need to have faith that whatever changes are happening in your life & body, will only help you grow. All I ever did was to have faith, unlimited faith in the divine forces. When you drop all the resistance, you are one with the universe. & This is oneness.

People want to be awakened so they try to become eligible for awakening. They try to compare themselves if they are more Spiritually grown than others. But what they forget is – it has to be only about faith, love and light. You do not become deserving by showing that you are deserving, but by never even on focus on it and just by being your true self for no particular reason.

I never tried, my whole focus was on being my true self, that was fearless & limitless. So I kept breaking the limits. My spiritual awakening was also triggered just like that on its own. I just knew that I am extremely happy and there’s is a change in me. I learnt about awakening makes you feel and I was sure that what I have been feeling for the last few days is an awakening.

People try so hard to be the dearest to God, to be eligible for gifts. But they never try to be the best of what they can be. They go for psychedelics, kundalini yoga, kriyas, different types of practices, workshops, courses, but they never notice that it’s happening from a place of ego. They don’t seek the truth but just the bliss.

Are you seeking to be love and light or are you seeking to be the best?

P.S. Sometimes people try to downplay my achievements by saying she just gets everything easily. Everyone around me tried to break me down so many times, but I didn’t give up. Isn’t that enough hard work?

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What is Kundalini | Part 3

This is best image I could find to explain what Kundalini is. I have been listening to different ways from different people, but let’s take the most common things that I resonate with.

Kundalini is divine life force in every human. When you are born some part of life force is used but most portion of it is hidden. The dormant energy is stored in root chakra, it remains stuck.

When a person goes through ascension, Kundalini energy is the one to guide him through it. Which means my kundalini has been activated all this time throughout my spiritual awakening journey. It’s like an engine, which is why I have been able to shift into my power centres easily. You guys might have read me talking about moving to power centre, heart centre, creative centre etc. That’s kundalini shifting gears to different centres.

Kundalini is symbolised as a serpent. During ascension, it starts kind of running through whole your body, from root to crown chakra, updwards. It unlocks all the blocks in each chakra, one by one, it takes time. From third eye chakra to crown chakra is like a quantum leap. When crown chakra is unlocked you just know. Once the crown chakra is popped open, then energy bursts & finally start flowing downwards too. Now it just goes and clears energy blocks in your whole body to help you ascend even more. There are even more chakras and energy centres (‘Nadi’ and ‘Granthi’), the 7 chakras are more important, as they signify different planes, so everyone mentions only about 7. It’s easier to understand.

Right now what’s happening to me is not as drastic as other people show. It’s just energy free-flowing, because I always choose to surrender to it, I have enough faith to trust the divine. But I can feel it sometimes in different chakras, like heat, like pulsations near the heart. It cools down on its own to give me some relaxation time.

Kundalini becoming unstuck, rising upwards and working through your whole body, is what is referred as kundalini Awakening/Rising. Chakra activation and removing energy blocks are the main things about it.

Crown chakra activation makes you open to higher dimensions, hence I accessed Akashik records too.

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My kundalini awakening story | Part 2

Sharing the true story of my Kundalini Awakening.

I knew a complete rebirth is on the way as it was already communicated by my spirit guides through clairaudience. And that “big happy changes are coming”, & something about September, Virgo & libra seasons, which is now.

All my chakras have been activated one by one, I am a lightworker, Pleiadian, so my heart chakra is the most prevalent one. But my third eye chakra and crown chakra have been activated one by one in the last few months. Which led to me developing a lot of psychic abilities and Spiritual gifts. I have been transformed into my higher self as now I do not fear my own power and showing my light.

So I think after the chakras comes the Kundalini, as I already had my Spiritual awakening. Even kundalini is a subset of Spiritual awakening.

Kundalini Awakening comes with access to Akashik records. Just 2 days back I have communicated to the spirit that “I am open to receiving whatever they want me to know about. I am ready to know about my Akashik records too”. And then it started coming, realisation after realisation, but this time the huge ones. Ones which answer my questions about my existence, ones that help me understand why everything played out this way in my life.

Kundalini awakening brings massive healing energy with it. It’s not only healing for my present life, but also for my past lives. This is a complete rebirth.

The only thing is it’s a surge of energy that you cannot control. Kundalini energy is a life force in itself and it can’t be controlled. kundalini energy runs through your body on its will, this is why it’s symbolised by a snake. You should let your body go with the flow, do not resist. Your body and higher self are intelligent enough to guide you through this process.

I am currently going through this process, I will keep posting updates. Follow me for more.

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