10 October 2010. I have been writing since I was in school. I used to write pages in one go, in the flow. Asking why is the world this way, why humans react so much. That time I was full of questions and curiosity, now I have answers..
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After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.
First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.
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Kisi ne mujhe devi samajh liya,
To mera mann ghabra kyun gaya?
Main devi hi to hoon
Jab main Dhroupadi ki tarah harass hoti hoon tab main devi ban jati hoon..
Jab main Sita ki tarah ek distorted masculine ke trust issues ke liye test deti hoon to main devi ban jati hoon..
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Every time I post about being financially stable or financially independent. People always think that I might have recently come into some type of success. This is the lack mindset everyone projects on me. I have been financially independent for years, since 2017 to be accurate. And I have never been broke, ever.
I post it everytime when the karmic starts spreading rumours about me that I’m a golddigger, to create trust issues with my Twinflame. It’s a projection of who she is. She lies and everyone in his friend circle and family believes it, because they think not having a 9 to 5 job makes you poor. They compare that she has a job and I don’t. Well I had 5.5 years of experience as a software developer when I left IT and she was a fresher, that too in some other field not IT. My work profile and skillset still have high market value.
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Twinflames are the same soul in two different bodies. They look different but they aren’t.
They look different, they look like they are opposites attract. But even that’s not the reality.
They are two pieces of a puzzle, that fit perfectly together.
When Twinflames are created, it’s the same ball of energy that is split into two. One has masculine polarity and another has feminine polarity. Yin and yang.
Both have the same true self. If I incarnated into a masculine body, my true self would be exactly like him and vice versa.
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I was already in my north node when we first met.. I had my first awakening and that’s why I was in the vibration of manifesting a soul connection. He prayed and I raised my vibration, that’s how we manifested the first meeting.
I had my first dark night of soul in November 2019 and I had integrated my awakening by the end of the year 2019. That’s why I decided to leave IT. My Twinflame just appeared at the right time to guide me to right direction. I had resigned but I wasn’t sure if I should look for a new job or take a break. He made me believe in myself. I finally decided to choose my life purpose, which is my blog, over everything.
People ask me why do you love your Twinflame?
Twinflames search all their life, for someone to understand them. And then they find the one who shares the same wounds, even pain becomes beautiful. They heal each other, a true companion. Once you have tasted true love, you can’t settle for anything conditional.
That’s how Twinflames are made. First you are given trauma for earth healing and then you are given a companion to share it with.
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This is what I wrote the first moment I figured out you are gone.
I thought of you every day
Every time something good happened, I wanted to share it with you
And every time something bad happened, I wanted to share it with you
You were never away from my heart..
I felt your presence everyday..
It was only your love and your memories, that carried me through this dark time. Your love gave me the strength to keep hoping.
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I met my Twinflame for the first time 2+ years back. I had premonitions before that I am about to meet my soulmate. We quickly went into a separation(no contact). I worked on my separation triggers and figured out that we are not soulmates but Twinflames. But he didn’t. I kept watching Tarot readings and songs, because I knew there is a telepathic connection. I waited for him to leave his stubbornness behind and take a leap of faith. The same was the guidance from my spirit guides at that time.
Meanwhile, he went into a third party Karmic Relationship. I wasn’t completely awakened so my intuition was off, I did not see it coming. My spirit guides guided me to reach out to him and tell him that he went in the wrong direction with a dark Karmic. I felt a soul calling to protect him.
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I have a lot to write about, couldn’t even decide where to start from.. so I thought I will start with a few answers to the “why”. When people read my story they should understand where I’m coming from.
Awakening.. a big word. Everyone says once you had an awakening, you can’t go back, you can’t un-awaken yourself. Well, whoever said this, was definitely lacking knowledge.. because I have seen myself and my Twinflame cycling back so many times.. everyone who belongs to my Twinflame collective has been going through these cycles.
The Pretty Smart Techie 