My Healing Journey

After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.

First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.

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I AM FINANCIALLY INDEPENDENT

Every time I post about being financially stable or financially independent. People always think that I might have recently come into some type of success. This is the lack mindset everyone projects on me. I have been financially independent for years, since 2017 to be accurate. And I have never been broke, ever.

I post it everytime when the karmic starts spreading rumours about me that I’m a golddigger, to create trust issues with my Twinflame. It’s a projection of who she is. She lies and everyone in his friend circle and family believes it, because they think not having a 9 to 5 job makes you poor. They compare that she has a job and I don’t. Well I had 5.5 years of experience as a software developer when I left IT and she was a fresher, that too in some other field not IT. My work profile and skillset still have high market value.

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Judgements

First of all, I want everyone to understand that me and my Twinflame both have been facing Narcissistic abuse from people who don’t want us to be together. Generally, spiritual people, psychics and tarot readers like to use the word “Karmic” for Narcissists and Narcissistic people. You do have Karma with Karmics but it doesn’t mean they are not abusive. In our case, the third party Karmic is a full-blown Narcissist with Psychopathic tendencies. We both have been abused in all ways possible, scapegoated, talked about, by these abusers so that we will both give up on each other and this Twinflame connection. They try to create trust issues between us. Your Twinflame never intends to hurt you, unless they are manipulated by others. Every tower moment is brought because of these Karmics, their lies and manipulation. But spirit makes sure to use every tower in the favour of Twinflame connection.

Anyone who thinks, in a third party situation, DF chases DM. They are wrong. Runners run into the third party situations and Karmics chase DM, not the DF. It’s all rumours. Because in my case, I go towards my DM every time to school him, with my Queen of swords mode that every DM is scared of. Do hell with chasing😂😂 It’s because all DF’s know intuitively what their DM thinks and feels for them, we don’t need validation from our DM about it.

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The Trance State

By Trance state I mean a state where your intuition is working and not working at the same time. It’s like a psychic has a veil over her third eye.

When the timeline shift happened, I entered the trance state, because I was wounded and it was blocking me from seeing the reality clearly. This is also one more purpose of my Twinflame connection, to strengthen my Psychic abilities.

We were in union for many months. My Twinflame and I both were awakened and integrated our higher self. We still used to work on small triggers every now and then, but it was a lot easier than the triggers that we worked on, before the union.

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My Twinflame recognition signs

I was already in my north node when we first met.. I had my first awakening and that’s why I was in the vibration of manifesting a soul connection. He prayed and I raised my vibration, that’s how we manifested the first meeting.

I had my first dark night of soul in November 2019 and I had integrated my awakening by the end of the year 2019. That’s why I decided to leave IT. My Twinflame just appeared at the right time to guide me to right direction. I had resigned but I wasn’t sure if I should look for a new job or take a break. He made me believe in myself. I finally decided to choose my life purpose, which is my blog, over everything.

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South node to North node

One more puzzle piece that I have figured out..

I was living in my north node since 2020, after having my first awakening.

After the timeline shift, my life moved into the south node again. Because I had a lot of karmic lessons to complete. Many karmic lessons were familiar to the last timeline.

I can say the karmic cycles were familiar because I have seen history repeat itself. But somehow it was able to show me deeper layers of my trauma. Spirit guides were right as always.

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Why do you love your Twinflame

People ask me why do you love your Twinflame?

Twinflames search all their life, for someone to understand them. And then they find the one who shares the same wounds, even pain becomes beautiful. They heal each other, a true companion. Once you have tasted true love, you can’t settle for anything conditional.

That’s how Twinflames are made. First you are given trauma for earth healing and then you are given a companion to share it with.

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Questioning everything – The Puzzle Pieces

I still feel attached to how people were in the last timeline, so I am just trying to write with indifference. I’m still in the middle of healing.

Even when I had not realised about the timeline shift, I noticed few changes in my parents and also in my sister, even if we were talking only on call. It was just a few times. I used to think, may be they are stressed because of work or maybe growing old and changing with time. But everytime I did ask myself, why are they behaving so different. And then I would choose to not take stress about it as usual and focus on my routine, work, blog, Twinflame connection, healing etc.

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My karmic lessons behind it

Every Twinflame receives communitcation, guidance and signs from both their counterpart’s 3D self and higher self, through out the journey. We are always working with each other’s higher self.

You are always in union with your Twinflame’s higher self. There is no sepration in higher dimensions.

In my case, it’s just that somehow the communitcation suddenly opened up after a long time, when I was about to give up hope. And my DM’s higher self specifically showed that he remembers everything, even if he doesn’t remember it in 3D.

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KNOWING

If you try to dive deep into your mind, you will find all your answers within.

Just like I had a knowing that I’m Twinflame, just like I knew since childhood that there is someone out there, made just for me.

I had knowing about the timeline shift too. Not exactly like this. But the feeling that one day he will be gone and I will to fulfil our life purpose alone.

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