When you start shining in your authenticity. Some people start to admire you, but some people try to steal your shine. Like they try to paint the bulb black so it’s 70 Watts shine reduces to 40 Watts shine. But what if you keep turning it up to 100W then 200W. They are going to be like “oh, it’s too bright, it’s too bright, turn it down”. But when you don’t turn it down, they change their way.
This is the favourite lesson learnt by Oprah from Maya Angelou.
People know themselves better than you do, if they tell you that they are not good or kind or truthful or any such characteristics. Don’t be like “oh, no no, you are not mean, I know you”. Because the moment you tell them this, very next moment you will be presented by the truth, like bamm.
Everyone knows how much I have been through but I am finally learning to completely forgive people who did wrong to me. Except those who don’t respect women and I have still not found a reason to forgive harassers. It’s a crime and it will be.
I walked away from all of you. Some of you are still the same, some of you learnt the lesson and changed, some of you have finally started to self reflect, some of you regret how you hurt me, some of you regret all your past actions and how you kept hurting people, some of you want to restart your life from zero, some of you learnt to work on yourself when you saw me choosing myself over anything.
So some of you asked me if I am working on chakras etc. My kundalini awakening came on its own. I try to be in a high vibrational state, but I don’t do any type of yoga or meditations every day. I do meditation only a few times in a month. That’s also for energy cleansing, forgiveness, cord-cutting, automatic writing or past life regression, IF required.
How did it trigger on its own then? You just need to have faith and focus on self-love and do good karma. You need to have faith that whatever changes are happening in your life & body, will only help you grow. All I ever did was to have faith, unlimited faith in the divine forces. When you drop all the resistance, you are one with the universe. & This is oneness.
People want to be awakened so they try to become eligible for awakening. They try to compare themselves if they are more Spiritually grown than others. But what they forget is – it has to be only about faith, love and light. You do not become deserving by showing that you are deserving, but by never even on focus on it and just by being your true self for no particular reason.
I never tried, my whole focus was on being my true self, that was fearless & limitless. So I kept breaking the limits. My spiritual awakening was also triggered just like that on its own. I just knew that I am extremely happy and there’s is a change in me. I learnt about awakening makes you feel and I was sure that what I have been feeling for the last few days is an awakening.
People try so hard to be the dearest to God, to be eligible for gifts. But they never try to be the best of what they can be. They go for psychedelics, kundalini yoga, kriyas, different types of practices, workshops, courses, but they never notice that it’s happening from a place of ego. They don’t seek the truth but just the bliss.
Are you seeking to be love and light or are you seeking to be the best?
P.S. Sometimes people try to downplay my achievements by saying she just gets everything easily. Everyone around me tried to break me down so many times, but I didn’t give up. Isn’t that enough hard work?
This is best image I could find to explain what Kundalini is. I have been listening to different ways from different people, but let’s take the most common things that I resonate with.
Kundalini is divine life force in every human. When you are born some part of life force is used but most portion of it is hidden. The dormant energy is stored in root chakra, it remains stuck.
When a person goes through ascension, Kundalini energy is the one to guide him through it. Which means my kundalini has been activated all this time throughout my spiritual awakening journey. It’s like an engine, which is why I have been able to shift into my power centres easily. You guys might have read me talking about moving to power centre, heart centre, creative centre etc. That’s kundalini shifting gears to different centres.
Kundalini is symbolised as a serpent. During ascension, it starts kind of running through whole your body, from root to crown chakra, updwards. It unlocks all the blocks in each chakra, one by one, it takes time. From third eye chakra to crown chakra is like a quantum leap. When crown chakra is unlocked you just know. Once the crown chakra is popped open, then energy bursts & finally start flowing downwards too. Now it just goes and clears energy blocks in your whole body to help you ascend even more. There are even more chakras and energy centres (‘Nadi’ and ‘Granthi’), the 7 chakras are more important, as they signify different planes, so everyone mentions only about 7. It’s easier to understand.
Right now what’s happening to me is not as drastic as other people show. It’s just energy free-flowing, because I always choose to surrender to it, I have enough faith to trust the divine. But I can feel it sometimes in different chakras, like heat, like pulsations near the heart. It cools down on its own to give me some relaxation time.
Kundalini becoming unstuck, rising upwards and working through your whole body, is what is referred as kundalini Awakening/Rising. Chakra activation and removing energy blocks are the main things about it.
Crown chakra activation makes you open to higher dimensions, hence I accessed Akashik records too.
I knew a complete rebirth is on the way as it was already communicated by my spirit guides through clairaudience. And that “big happy changes are coming”, & something about September, Virgo & libra seasons, which is now.
All my chakras have been activated one by one, I am a lightworker, Pleiadian, so my heart chakra is the most prevalent one. But my third eye chakra and crown chakra have been activated one by one in the last few months. Which led to me developing a lot of psychic abilities and Spiritual gifts. I have been transformed into my higher self as now I do not fear my own power and showing my light.
So I think after the chakras comes the Kundalini, as I already had my Spiritual awakening. Even kundalini is a subset of Spiritual awakening.
Kundalini Awakening comes with access to Akashik records. Just 2 days back I have communicated to the spirit that “I am open to receiving whatever they want me to know about. I am ready to know about my Akashik records too”. And then it started coming, realisation after realisation, but this time the huge ones. Ones which answer my questions about my existence, ones that help me understand why everything played out this way in my life.
Kundalini awakening brings massive healing energy with it. It’s not only healing for my present life, but also for my past lives. This is a complete rebirth.
The only thing is it’s a surge of energy that you cannot control. Kundalini energy is a life force in itself and it can’t be controlled. kundalini energy runs through your body on its will, this is why it’s symbolised by a snake. You should let your body go with the flow, do not resist. Your body and higher self are intelligent enough to guide you through this process.
I am currently going through this process, I will keep posting updates. Follow me for more.
I want to share my kundali awakening experience here. Please just take this as an update of whatever I am going through. I will keep posting updates. I just want to log my journey, feeling called to do it. Also, this is a little here and there.
I am going through Kundali awakening and because of it I just accessed my own Akashik records. Kundalini Awakening is another subset of Spiritual awakening. It feels like a complete rebirth, I already knew a rebirth is on the way. But I didn’t realise it’s a metaphor for kundalini awakening.
Akashik records is like a book of wisdom, it has details of everyone’s past life, light codes, divine mission everything. In Hindu scriptures, it’s a realm of knowledge that only Narad Rishi has access to. There are many Egyptian tales about it too and my fellow starseeds believe in it. Ancient light entities, ancestors, angels, they all help us through our Akashik records I think.
Starseeds a lot of times come here as twin flames. When starseeds come as twin flames, it’s the same soul split into two, they are both Lightworkers (most of the times). One holds divine Masculine energy and another holds divine feminine energy. Masculine has to key to the Akashik records and feminine has access to the knowledge. This is how a lot of Lightworkers twin flames are where one can channels Spiritual knowledge, is more connected to spiritual realms and other works in the material world. They might even both have access to Akashik records.
Now since my crown chakra has been activated, I am being bombarded with a lot of information about my own self, which will help me understand my soul mission in a better way. I am gaining even more perspective on why my life played out this way. I have been seeking clarity on exactly what to do to help this world, since I am a little bit of everything, sometimes even I can’t decide.
What I am going through, is a lot of energetic & emotional changes. If it’s a Kundalini awakening, probably might lose sleep.
I will keep sharing more updates. I have shared some videos on my Facebook page for those who want to know more in detail.
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Fear of abandonment is the first thing which is common in both Narcissists and codependent Empaths. It keeps them both stuck in a toxic cycle.
Codependents take abuse only because of their fear of abandonment. Narcissists manipulate people, so when they sense that their mask is falling off and the victim can see it, they escalate the abuse.
Fear of abandonment makes people not trust, not be in touch with their emotions and run away at the slightest chance of abandonment. Where it gets difficult is maybe there is no one even thinking about abandoning the person, but they will keep reacting to their own fear and ruin a stable relationship. It causes a lot of inner turmoil to accept the truth.
This fear makes you feel like even good things are too good to be true. It’s an inner child wound and most of the time it comes from childhood trauma. The person needs to do inner child work, work on self-love and improve the self-talk, replace negative thoughts with rational thoughts & positive affirmations. And sometimes let that fear become real, let someone abandon you, process all your emotions that come after it for once, the fear will be gone. Time heals everything.
I know it’s easier said than done. But a temporary pain can heal your fears for a lifetime. You stayed with this fear for decades and it doesn’t feel good to live in fear. Let’s overcomes it for once and enjoy a happy emotional life.
All the best for your self-love and healing journey. Healing is selfless deed and Universe appreciates & supports everyone who is trying to heal themselves. When you heal, blessings will soon be revealed. Sending you love and light XOXOXO
When you have more uninvited hidden followers than official followers. They are haters but also the first fans.
I even have proof about this.
Who noticed first when I wanted to start YouTube channel? Haters. Who noticed first when I came out of depression? Haters. Who noticed first my skills in painting? Haters. Who noticed first when I was changing my career? Haters. Who were my first customers when I started my own business? Haters.
Always be grateful for whatever comes your way, no one will teach you more lessons than a hater.
P.S. This is something I had written long back but always hesitated to post it on the blog. I learnt this concept from one female YouTuber. But I don’t remember her name now.