Category: depression

My full life story

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I wrote this post for the new people who would be discovering my blog in future. You get to know all about my life purpose in this post. The post is very long, it’s like an entire book. So take your time to read it, but do read till the end. Because we are talking about bringing change in the world, together. I need everyone’s support in my cause to stop abuse all around the world, I cannot do it alone.

My story before meeting my Twinflame

I am 32 years old, born in 1991. I don’t come from a family of psychics or a spiritual background. But my family in the last timeline always loved reading religious scriptures, so I am also well-versed in that area. I wanted to get into IIT because I love mathematics but some misfortunes happened and I ended up in a state university college. I did engineering because I wanted to create things that could help people but then I joined my job and realised engineers don’t create anything. But helping people always stayed as my passion.

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What I eat in a day – Part 1

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This is what I had for lunch today. Veg cheese sandwich and detox juice from @32degreeblr

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Starting my weight loss journey

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College memories @pizzaworldindia
Picture courtesy @guptapriya_0

This is how I look now after 2 years of living in a cage. I don’t care if you gonna fat shame me because I think I did a pretty good job at choosing to live after all that has happened in my life. I am just fat, not dead and that’s enough.

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A unique Judge in a public court sharing her story

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Hi guys, I am Divya Gupta, a judge in a public court. A very unique judge who used her creative mind, critical thinking and problem-solving skills to do something completely new and different. I have been working on finding new solutions to fight the Narcissistic abuse and I want to share my work with everyone. These are dark times when Narcissists and Narcissistic abuse are increasing, we need new laws, new solutions, to fight injustice. I have worked hard to find a solution and through this post, I am offering everyone the solution to this critical problem. Not saying these are the only solutions possible but in whatever situation you are, these solutions can help for sure. I am a lightworker and I was put in this situation to experience Narcissistic abuse so that I can find creative solutions using my INFJ mind. It’s a part of my life purpose to help people like me find a way.

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Chickpea Salad / Chana Chaat Recipe

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🥗Soak a small bowl of chickpeas in water overnight and then boil them, until they are soft.
🔪Chop onion, tomato, cucumber (1 each) and coriander. Anything else that you like, I added green peas.
🥣Add the chickpeas and vegetables to a bowl.
🧂Add salt to taste, chaat masala.
🍋Add lots of lemon juice.
🍄Add some Namkeen to make it crispy, I added cornflakes mixture because it had cashews and raisins. This step is optional. 🌶️Add chilly powder if you like spicy, chat masala nad Namkeen already has chilly.
🥗Mix everything well.

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Overnight Oats

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Overnight oats with chia seeds, pumpkin seeds, crushed almonds, banana, cinnamon powder and honey.

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Pasta Salad 🥗🤤😋

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Recipe :

🍲Add salt while boiling macaroni. Drain the water after boiling.
🥝Chop cabbage and carrot, equal parts as pasta.
🍜Mix it all together with 1 table spoon mayonnaise and 3 teaspoons of sweetened milk.
🥗Add salt to taste and one bowl of pasta salad is ready.

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Karmic’s pre-meditated plan to keep the lovers apart

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Karmic was after him from the beginning only because she knew we are Twinflames and I like him. In this post, I have laid out everything month-wise. If you haven’t gone through part 1 of this post, you might want to read it first. Click here Judgements

We all met in January 2020 and I walked away from him in March. She started trying to lure him, majorly since April, by acting like me. She used to post too many WhatsApp statuses to copy me and I used to find it irritating. I had already distanced myself from the copycat because it was quite obvious now. She had also started doing spellwork in advance, on both of us. Then came his birthday, I made a plan with all our mutual friends to wish him. When I called the karmic to tell her the plan to wish him, she wasn’t happy. It was her behaviour, how she spoke and also my psychic abilities. She wanted to be the only one to wish him and also because she has told him lies that I will not give him a second chance. I was just waiting for him to unblock me and reach out, but he was being stubborn to apologise just like he is doing at present. She wished him separately, not in our group call. It’s good to talk to a guy the whole night if you want to date him, right? By which all the old mutual friends can now understand, how pre-meditated she was. They didn’t even start dating yet. Anyways, he didn’t entertain her that day.

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Love Story

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Anyone who has not guessed it yet by reading my posts, my Twinflame is married to the dark Karmic and the marriage is a fraud. Both of them betrayed me, they played each other, both of their friends and family betrayed him, they are both deceiving their community by pretending to be a happily married couple. It’s a lie. The Karmic because the divine masculine has the potential to earn money. The Karmic and her family chose him because he is an empath to cover up for her mental illness, her parents didn’t care if the guy they chose for her was already in love with someone else as far as he can be the source of money. My Twinflame’s family chose the Karmic over me because she is as abusive as them, all they cared about is having control over him and the money that would come with her. The marriage was nothing more than a business deal between two families. The business deal was an arranged marriage but the wounded children love playing house on social media by pretending as if it was a love marriage. And I have been watching this TV show for a long time. All of them have so much craze for social media and public image, that they can even get married for it. They need to have someone for financial stability, safety and security and they can have someone else on the side for love.

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My Healing Journey

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After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.

First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.

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