Lightworkers are always provided for, by the most high, so that they can put all the focus on their life purpose.
I wanted to write about this for the last 3 days but I was trying to absorb the change first, because it was a fast change for me as well. As you all know, I have increased the prices of my Tarot reading services because my spirit guides told me to. It’s not like I didn’t know that some good changes are about to come, because of course I myself did the ancestral healing, I broke the patterns, I closed the cycles, I knew but I didn’t know it will come in this form. Spirit guides like to keep the mystery when it comes to blessings.
It does take a lot of hard work, being an entrepreneur is never easy. There’s no such thing as free time for me. I am always working. Deep thinking to decide what I want to post next, planning, posting, maintaining multiple social media platforms, doing SEO, client work, managing so many people as a leader, while dealing with haters most of the time as you know. I won’t say networking because I do not network for any motives, I just like helping people and that also takes me time. Always working on my healing so that I can learn more and teach more, meditation, connecting with spirit guides. I am an empath so I also need to put daily efforts to take care of my energy, otherwise negative people can easily influence it. Everyday I have to give guidance to my Twinflame, continuous SRTs, and dealing with the Karmic as well. It’s a lot to handle.
10 October 2010. I have been writing since I was in school. I used to write pages in one go, in the flow. Asking why is the world this way, why humans react so much. That time I was full of questions and curiosity, now I have answers..
This is what I wrote the first moment I figured out you are gone.
I thought of you every day Every time something good happened, I wanted to share it with you And every time something bad happened, I wanted to share it with you
You were never away from my heart.. I felt your presence everyday..
It was only your love and your memories, that carried me through this dark time. Your love gave me the strength to keep hoping.
So I have been posting about how starseeds make soul contracts to be abused or struggle for first half of their life. Because to overcome it, they have to heal themselves and do shadow work. This way they become healers and explore their innate gifts and later they can teach about healing techniques and shadow work to others, second half of their life.
I have also been posting about how universe uses karma to temper stubborn people who resist change and awakening, to make surrender to healing and inner work and ascension.
But honestly I do not think it was my karma at all, even in past. Otherwise those people won’t be getting any of their karma back right.
We’re not in an era where men abuse women, it’s an era where women abuse women.
Women who pity themselves for being illtreated by society, still treat other women with disrespect, abuse, backstabbing, gossip, slander, bullying, verbal abuse, scapegoating, identity theft and a lot more.
Women who think only they were suppressed and no one else, have a victim mentality. Women who think they deserve to abuse other women, because they had a better life, because others were never abused . And women who try to rub other’s past wounds to feel better about themselves.
This has proved to be my true friend. A diary that reminds me to live each moment.
I write this one every day, empty my thoughts here. Some days when I am having too deep thoughts, it starts from the morning. Other days before sleeping.
Everyone knows how much I have been through but I am finally learning to completely forgive people who did wrong to me. Except those who don’t respect women and I have still not found a reason to forgive harassers. It’s a crime and it will be.
I walked away from all of you. Some of you are still the same, some of you learnt the lesson and changed, some of you have finally started to self reflect, some of you regret how you hurt me, some of you regret all your past actions and how you kept hurting people, some of you want to restart your life from zero, some of you learnt to work on yourself when you saw me choosing myself over anything.
I learnt something new about friendship Today. Read the pictures and then read the below.
And if you are thinking I create content from everything that happens in my life. You are damn right.
I go through shit and share that with the world, so that everyone who reads won’t have to go through the same shit that I went through, because now they have wisdom that comes from learning my life lessons.
Once a friend tried to say that I create content on everything. I think they were jealous actually, of my creativity. I was with a shitty person, who supported me when I got an accidental injury. So all I did was trying to create a YouTube video, on how support helps someone mentally when they are not well. Now I was in pain because of the injury, overall that person also abused me overtime. But this friend should not have a problem with me creating real content. Because whatever shit I am going through, I am still making something that will motivate people and send out a healing message.
I felt guilty and never posted the video. I felt guilty that I should not write about people in my life, but now I don’t think so. I maintain their privacy, but whatever is my part of the story, it’s mine & I own it. And no one can snatch it away from me. Some people used to think that I write about them, now with time they know it’s all about me, my story, my lessons and healing others. Now I am not scared of being me.
So really people should not have a problem with how you create your content if it’s spreading out the right message. The people who stick with me through everything, they never mind if I am sharing something that I learnt from them. They are happy to contribute & be a part of something that heals others also.
The Pretty Smart Techie 