I was living in my north node since 2020, after having my first awakening.
After the timeline shift, my life moved into the south node again. Because I had a lot of karmic lessons to complete. Many karmic lessons were familiar to the last timeline.
I can say the karmic cycles were familiar because I have seen history repeat itself. But somehow it was able to show me deeper layers of my trauma. Spirit guides were right as always.
Last year.. I got myself flowers, got a good deal too.
Some days it’s good to make yourself happy.
I worked in a very toxic environment in 2018. My narc ex had already started ghosting me after I joined there. I wanted to change my job and start my YouTube channel but looks like he didn’t like my progress. Then at this job, people were so damn toxic, it was hard for me to breathe there, and with all that heartbreak. I was slowly learning to live myself. I brought myself some flowers on the way to work, I was trying to find that love for myself again. It’s only for 80 rs, I got a good deal. But low self-esteemed people cannot accept that a girl can buy herself flowers. Coz she knows her finances. They also didn’t like it that I could talk about my own skill set in a positive way. Today I want to say to them all.
This has proved to be my true friend. A diary that reminds me to live each moment.
I write this one every day, empty my thoughts here. Some days when I am having too deep thoughts, it starts from the morning. Other days before sleeping.
When you start shining in your authenticity. Some people start to admire you, but some people try to steal your shine. Like they try to paint the bulb black so it’s 70 Watts shine reduces to 40 Watts shine. But what if you keep turning it up to 100W then 200W. They are going to be like “oh, it’s too bright, it’s too bright, turn it down”. But when you don’t turn it down, they change their way.
Nuo filter added so that you can see how the look turned out. kept the lipstick nude, since the eyes are already too bold.. lipstick is a mixture of 2 different shades
You can also find one more makeup tutorial which is on my YOUTUBe channel, it will help you understand application of every product very clearly.
Detailed list of products used- Toner – Tea Tree Toner(homemade) Face cream- Body Shop Vitamin E day cream Primer – Bodyography Foundation Primer : Clear Foundation – Maybelline Dream Satin Skin Concealer- Maybelline Age Rewind : Medium Lipstick1- Maybelline colorshow creamy matte: Mysterious Mocha Lipstick 2 – Elle18 color pops matte: choco bite Highlighter- Sivvana shimmer strips 04 Eyeshadow – Sugar blend the blues Eyeshadow Quad – 06 Disturbia & Miss clair eyeshadow singles: 0824(black) Eyeliner- Maybelline Hyper Glitz ink in Dark Blue Blush- Maybelline colorshow : Creamy Cinnamon Mascara – Sugar Uptown curl : black beauty Eyebrows- Arch Arrival Brow Definer :01 Jerry Brown Contour – Makeup Obsession contour cream : medium Makeup remover- Maybelline Total Clean
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We can fall asleep anytime, anywhere. This is a picture taken in my Masi’s wedding, must be the same day 12th May. My cousin sent me this picture from their photo album. I don’t know why the photographer clicked this one, probably because it’s funny. Or maybe he rarely finds kids sleeping like this, so unapologetic.
My sister and I, are not twins, but we have been raised like we are. We wore the same clothes for a long time because we share the same taste. When we started living in hostels, sometimes we would wear the same outfits and not realise why everyone is looking at us, so we decided to never shop the same again. We have stopped caring about it, over time, finally grown up.
It’s fun, to be so free, that you are not shy enough to sleep anywhere if you want to. This is we why don’t fit in, we never learnt to, we make our own way. We always had each other’s back, never had to look up to anyone else.
P.S. I am starting to post non-spiritual content also. Let’s bring the vibe of positive energy.
When I do makeup after a long time.. happy me.. Adding all product details below for the makeup look that I posted last week.
I tried to recreate Deepika Padukone’s red lipstick makeup look. If you like it, please like share and follow my blog. Do let me know in the comment section if you want me to recreate a particular makeup look coz I have a whole stash of unused makeup and wanna get creative now..
Face Toner – Tea tree toner homemade (I make)
Face cream – the Body shop vitamin E moisturiser Day cream
Foundation – Maybelline dream Satin Skin B4
Primer – Bodiography Foundation primer clear
Concealer – LA Girl Pro conceal HD Creamy Beige
Contour – Makeup obsession contour cream C019 medium
Bronzer – LA girl Velvet bronzer contour stick
Blush – Maybelline cheeky Blush cinnamon
Lipstick – Maybelline Scarlett Red + Lakme 9 to 5 Weightless mouse burgundy lush
If you are in Bangalore and require a make-up artist to doll up for a college or office party, date night, a friend’s wedding or any big day, you can contact me. Just DM me with your details and I will get back to you. I am going to do it for reasonable prices.
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Day by day when I am learning who I am. I am just opening up to a new world full of energy.
I wrote this poem to express it.
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Makeup is an art, which helps you ace a new look everyday. But some people don’t understand it. 😉
Here are 10 moments all make-up lovers hate.
When someone ditches you on a date
You don’t care about the person, you just hate them for wasting your make-up. After all it was a date and you finally aced that perfect makeup look for a date.
MSM box is an online beauty products retailer. Check out their website msmbox.com. They also offer monthly beauty subscription services like MSM Express box and MSM Select Box. Basically they offer a different themed box every month which has some beauty, skin care, hair care or makeup products. Hence, you can just order the box if you like the theme and save yourself from hustle of choosing products. Not to forget, they provide full size products as well as deluxe sized samples in the box. Including samples in the box reduces its cost and you get products worth double the cost or even higher. Isn’t it exciting, it will be a gift to you from you. 🙂