Every time I post about being financially stable or financially independent. People always think that I might have recently come into some type of success. This is the lack mindset everyone projects on me. I have been financially independent for years, since 2017 to be accurate. And I have never been broke, ever.
I post it everytime when the karmic starts spreading rumours about me that I’m a golddigger, to create trust issues with my Twinflame. It’s a projection of who she is. She lies and everyone in his friend circle and family believes it, because they think not having a 9 to 5 job makes you poor. They compare that she has a job and I don’t. Well I had 5.5 years of experience as a software developer when I left IT and she was a fresher, that too in some other field not IT. My work profile and skillset still have high market value.
This is what I wrote the first moment I figured out you are gone.
I thought of you every day Every time something good happened, I wanted to share it with you And every time something bad happened, I wanted to share it with you
You were never away from my heart.. I felt your presence everyday..
It was only your love and your memories, that carried me through this dark time. Your love gave me the strength to keep hoping.
So I have been posting about how starseeds make soul contracts to be abused or struggle for first half of their life. Because to overcome it, they have to heal themselves and do shadow work. This way they become healers and explore their innate gifts and later they can teach about healing techniques and shadow work to others, second half of their life.
I have also been posting about how universe uses karma to temper stubborn people who resist change and awakening, to make surrender to healing and inner work and ascension.
But honestly I do not think it was my karma at all, even in past. Otherwise those people won’t be getting any of their karma back right.
Everyone knows how much I have been through but I am finally learning to completely forgive people who did wrong to me. Except those who don’t respect women and I have still not found a reason to forgive harassers. It’s a crime and it will be.
I walked away from all of you. Some of you are still the same, some of you learnt the lesson and changed, some of you have finally started to self reflect, some of you regret how you hurt me, some of you regret all your past actions and how you kept hurting people, some of you want to restart your life from zero, some of you learnt to work on yourself when you saw me choosing myself over anything.
1. Yes, I am addressing this topic because people copy me, my content everything. 2. It’s not just copying, it’s a Narcissistic behaviour called identity theft. But not this time, I am not losing my individuality for anyone anymore. 3. Those who copy others it creates Karma, in case if you are unaware.
So now we have a new breed of haters, who don’t try to copy one thing but try to seem multi-talented. I have multiple passions because I did learn each of it with hard work either in this life or a past life. I am not trying to be anyone else but just me.
People who copy, not just me, say anyone, first, they are creating karma trying to steal someone else’s destiny. Secondly, they are so dwelled in copying others that they never try to explore their own individuality. You can not steal anyone’s destiny, ever. God is watching. But you can end up losing the sight of your own destiny. And how much can you copy someone? One day you are going to be left with nothing more to copy. No matter how hard you try, you can’t be anyone else. I can’t even be a little less than my authentic self. I hope you get it.
Some people think I became an artist because of them, that they led me to art. If they had or had not come into my life, I would still be an artist. What they don’t know I was an artist 2 lives back also. I only had to master this skill again, coz my souls remembers.
I came in touch with art from early childhood, I loved drawing, I love watching kids art hour shows on TV. My mom used to give us sketching assignments, I used to take craft competitions in my school so seriously. My Nani put me to embroidery. I chose to learn to make soft toys, emboss paintings and Mehandi on my own. I was introduced to painting with my Maasi’s high-grade watercolours.
And we choose our families, we choose our parents. Our soul chooses it so that we can learn our lessons. I learnt the art from my maternal family and honesty from my Dad. Not like I didn’t have these innately, but to see them as values, until my awakening.
This is why always be thoughtful when you resent your parents for something. Even people who are born into dysfunctional families, it happened for a reason.
Most of the Lightworkers are born in families who have a history of ancestral trauma, they choose difficult situations because that’s where light is needed the most. Every lightworker breaks the pattern of dysfunction in their family line. It all ends with them. Their good karma is not only good for themselves but also for future generations. This is what we mean when we say all lightworkers are placed strategically in the grid. And it’s not only about the family line, but it can also be religion, poverty, a low vibrational place, a tradition, a war etc.
People who bullied me tried to use spiritual bypassing against me, saying it’s my past life karma that I am being abused now. But, I remember now, my past life karma brings people who support me. I helped people in my past lives too and I know very few of them now also, with time I might remember more.
So be careful what you think about light-bringers.
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