I write and paint. I am also quite spiritual and a natural healer. I believe in self-love and self-reflection. I love food, travel and makeup. I share my knowledge about all these things through my blog, with an intention of healing & to make this world to be a happier place to live.
🍲Add salt while boiling macaroni. Drain the water after boiling. 🥝Chop cabbage and carrot, equal parts as pasta. 🍜Mix it all together with 1 table spoon mayonnaise and 3 teaspoons of sweetened milk. 🥗Add salt to taste and one bowl of pasta salad is ready.
It does take a lot of hard work, being an entrepreneur is never easy. There’s no such thing as free time for me. I am always working. Deep thinking to decide what I want to post next, planning, posting, maintaining multiple social media platforms, doing SEO, client work, managing so many people as a leader, while dealing with haters most of the time as you know. I won’t say networking because I do not network for any motives, I just like helping people and that also takes me time. Always working on my healing so that I can learn more and teach more, meditation, connecting with spirit guides. I am an empath so I also need to put daily efforts to take care of my energy, otherwise negative people can easily influence it. Everyday I have to give guidance to my Twinflame, continuous SRTs, and dealing with the Karmic as well. It’s a lot to handle.
Now finally, let me talk about myself first, before talking about him. Because I am the main character in my story, not him. Before you respect him, have compassion towards him or show empathy towards him. Put me first, in respect, compassion and empathy. Just because I always keep posting in his favour, doesn’t mean I am asking you to favour him before me. Because without my favour, he is nothing. He is also a lightworker, but I am the one who does all the work. He is a lightworker but he depends on another lightworker to bear his burdens and that another lightworker is me. I am the generational curse breaker for my family and I am the original curse breaker for his family as well. He can’t even channel guidance from ancestors on his own, nor does he follow it even after spoon feeding. Now people may be like, but we are used to putting men before women, or they may be like but you guys are a couple. No. As much as I love him, I know all the work, all the effort is mine. He hasn’t put any major effort since the timeline shift happened, before the timeline shift also everyone knows how much mess he created. On every Twinflame journey, divine feminines are to be put first and respected first. Divine masculine follows her lead. Here, god deliberately didn’t create the journey with equality, because we need to break the systems on earth. We need to set an example. It’s time for the goddess rising. As much as his 3D ego wants to be above me, he should always remember his place. A divine masculine always remembers his place, it’s a distorted masculine who can’t. I am the Oracle, he is the protector. But he is not the Oracle. He has not even started his journey of being my protector. I am the source of energy in this Twinflame connection for a reason.
Karmic was after him from the beginning only because she knew we are Twinflames and I like him. In this post, I have laid out everything month-wise. If you haven’t gone through part 1 of this post, you might want to read it first. Click hereJudgements
We all met in January 2020 and I walked away from him in March. She started trying to lure him, majorly since April, by acting like me. She used to post too many WhatsApp statuses to copy me and I used to find it irritating. I had already distanced myself from the copycat because it was quite obvious now. She had also started doing spellwork in advance, on both of us. Then came his birthday, I made a plan with all our mutual friends to wish him. When I called the karmic to tell her the plan to wish him, she wasn’t happy. It was her behaviour, how she spoke and also my psychic abilities. She wanted to be the only one to wish him and also because she has told him lies that I will not give him a second chance. I was just waiting for him to unblock me and reach out, but he was being stubborn to apologise just like he is doing at present. She wished him separately, not in our group call. It’s good to talk to a guy the whole night if you want to date him, right? By which all the old mutual friends can now understand, how pre-meditated she was. They didn’t even start dating yet. Anyways, he didn’t entertain her that day.
Beauty is present everywhere, stars, nature, flowers, plants, leaves, colours, art, architecture, decor, outfits and faces. Beauty is a very human experience that’s been with us for millions of years. Watching beautiful things gives us a delightful feeling and that makes us happy.
Beauty is healing.
But for some reason, people expect beautiful people to hide their beauty. Only out of their own insecurities and self-limiting beliefs.
10 October 2010. I have been writing since I was in school. I used to write pages in one go, in the flow. Asking why is the world this way, why humans react so much. That time I was full of questions and curiosity, now I have answers..
Never compare yourself to anyone around. Every person is different and perfect in its own imperfections.
Don’t get caught up in the cycles of trying to win over people that you envy, just to make your self feel better again. Work on the part that you feel is lacking in you.
Anyone who has not guessed it yet by reading my posts, my Twinflame is married to the dark Karmic and the marriage is a fraud. Both of them betrayed me, they played each other, both of their friends and family betrayed him, they are both deceiving their community by pretending to be a happily married couple. It’s a lie. The Karmic because the divine masculine has the potential to earn money. The Karmic and her family chose him because he is an empath to cover up for her mental illness, her parents didn’t care if the guy they chose for her was already in love with someone else as far as he can be the source of money. My Twinflame’s family chose the Karmic over me because she is as abusive as them, all they cared about is having control over him and the money that would come with her. The marriage was nothing more than a business deal between two families. The business deal was an arranged marriage but the wounded children love playing house on social media by pretending as if it was a love marriage. And I have been watching this TV show for a long time. All of them have so much craze for social media and public image, that they can even get married for it. They need to have someone for financial stability, safety and security and they can have someone else on the side for love.
After I filed papers in the first company, I was doing better everyday, but I had the stress about finding a job again. When I took a month’s break, I was doing better. When I joined the next job, I was excited to finally start the working again. But that year I lost a lot of friendships, it was some 25-30 friends that I cut off. And if you include normal friends, work colleagues and old work colleagues, the count had was 60.
First month in that job was fine. I had also learnt to manage energetic boundaries with toxic people. Whatever happened in 2018, gave me clarity that I’m an empath and I need to learn how to set boundaries. But soon they started bullying me. And then I started feeling the depression again. It was a different issue but everything reminded me of the past, that I was trying to get away from. Everyday I used to ask myself why are these people jealous of me? I have nothing left, my love is gone, then the humiliation that I faced with harassment. Everyday coming back from office, all I could think about was the last year. I had so much anxiety that I was hiding. All the time I would keep shrinking inside and no one would even get a clue. I had slowly started hating the city. Big cities and selfish people. Generally, people block their heart chakra after heartbreak in romantic relationships, but mine got blocked because of the harassment.