Judgements

First of all, I want everyone to understand that me and my Twinflame both have been facing Narcissistic abuse from people who don’t want us to be together. Generally, spiritual people, psychics and tarot readers like to use the word “Karmic” for Narcissists and Narcissistic people. You do have Karma with Karmics but it doesn’t mean they are not abusive. In our case, the third party Karmic is a full-blown Narcissist with Psychopathic tendencies. We both have been abused in all ways possible, scapegoated, talked about, by these abusers so that we will both give up on each other and this Twinflame connection. They try to create trust issues between us. Your Twinflame never intends to hurt you, unless they are manipulated by others. Every tower moment is brought because of these Karmics, their lies and manipulation. But spirit makes sure to use every tower in the favour of Twinflame connection.

Anyone who thinks, in a third party situation, DF chases DM. They are wrong. Runners run into the third party situations and Karmics chase DM, not the DF. It’s all rumours. Because in my case, I go towards my DM every time to school him, with my Queen of swords mode that every DM is scared of. Do hell with chasing😂😂 It’s because all DF’s know intuitively what their DM thinks and feels for them, we don’t need validation from our DM about it.

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Cyber stalking and my blogging journey

This photo is from 2016 when I tried to do full makeup for the first time. I went with whatever I had, compact powder, lipstick, BB cream, eyeliner and lipstick as a blush. I did have a small eyeshadow palette from some local brand, used a sheen shade for highlighting. No foundation, no concealer.

My sister helped me with the pictures, she is the best it comes to my photoshoot. When I was going through my drive searching for old photos I realised one thing, fake friends never click good pictures of you, they want to look better than you.  (You just got one more fake friend tip, always beware of the Queen-Bees . They want to be the queen of the group, they will often brag that they are so nice, but in reality those girls are always mean to everyone if you look deeply. )

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I am a Psychic | talking about my Psychic abilities

Lightworkers are here to be a vessel of light, strategically placed all over the globe to anchor light. It also comes with a lot of troubles. You have to show light to the darkness around you. You also have to fight the darkness within you ( shadow work).

This is why a lot of us Lightworkers, are scapegoated everywhere because we bring light to the truth, we speak the truth. Wherever I have been, school, college, training, jobs, friend groups, if there is someone to be scapegoated, it’s always me.

Because I can’t just sit there and see something wrong happen, nor can I conform to the social conditioning. This triggers people, actually, it’s more than that, I injure their egos and they start scapegoating me.

Scapegoating means you are always blamed for whatever bad happens, cornered, isolated, gossiped about, made to feel like you are the problem. Everyone wants to dump their shit on you ( rejected parts of themselves). So that they can tell themselves, that the shifting stuff is your not theirs.

The only reason I got abused is that I show people their shit stuff that they need to deal with.

Had to fight a lot, all Lightworkers have to. But then the universe also blesses us with some gifts to protect ourselves. When one starts raising their consciousness, their spiritual gifts start to open up. Universe wants to protect us by showing the truth of deceptive/manipulative people.

From 2018, I started feeling energies. Also started knowing some things and what’s happening in the background in those abuse scenarios. In 2019, just in the last 6-7 months I also started hearing.

Yes, I have psychic abilities, they started activating to protect me, when I was fighting with so much hostility all around. I slowly learnt to trust my intuition in the turmoil.

It’s nothing like some X-Men movie, it’s just intuition. I was quite psychic in my childhood. But I shut it down, blaming myself for something, out of my innocence, that had nothing to do with me.

There are four types of psychic abilities.

  • Clairvoyance (intuitive seeing)
  • Clair-cognizance ( intuitive knowing)
  • Clair-sentience (intuitive feeling)
  • Clair-audience (intuitive hearing)

Being an empath, I am a Clairsentient, I started discerning between energies that I absorbed. Now I have kind of mastered it.

My Clair-audience is the most strong one, out of them all. It developed over time while fighting with abuse, same with my claircognizance.

Clair-voyance is there but in a more visual way, for me. I learnt to discern between the behaviours of people.

I don’t like to use them all the time, I try to keep it off and don’t try to observe people all the time. But messages do come up through these mediums, whenever I need protection.

So I am an Engineer turned Psychic!! 😂

It was difficult in starting to move towards these things from science. These things are more about just believing. But I started seeing the results, I knew it works.

I always felt like an outcast, the odd one out. So when I found the reason why, I could not do anything else but feel glad that now I know the reason. I learnt that I am a misfit for a reason, started appreciating myself and stopped dimming my light.

Scapegoating stops when Lightworkers learn to show light to the darkness around, have boundaries and not take anyone else’s projections, but to revert back the responsibility of dealing with their shadow, to other people.

In the last 4 months, after leaving the job. I have been able to focus and work more on these gifts. It also helps me to connect with higher energies and access higher wisdom, whenever I have questions.


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Me 2012 | Story time

That’s me in 2012, on my Birthday. Second-year in my college. We always had exams around my B’day but they always give 1-2 days gape between each, so I managed to celebrate it with my friends.

I studied very hard to get into a job because that time only a few would get placement in my college. I was studying electronics engineering but developed an interest in C programming by the end of the first year. In the third and fourth year, I used to go to so many coaching, twice a day after 7 hours of college. I learnt everything, programming, algorithms, microprocessors, PLCs, even tried to do preparation for GATE Examination.

Sometimes I feel I didn’t enjoy that much as my other classmates. I did get placement into an IT company, but by that time I just wanted to go for GATE/IES. But I didn’t have confidence in myself if I will be able to concentrate on study for more years. So I decided to go for an IT job because everyone said that since I love programming and I also got a job, I should.

I do regret my decisions sometimes. Out of 5 years, the last 2 years were tough as hell. Not because I didn’t know my work, but because people wanted to prove that I somehow don’t know it. I was overworked, in toxic environments. It even started affecting my health.

It took me time to accept that I am also an artistic person and can give it a try as a career. I always thought I don’t have that in me and so I wasted time in a wrong career. Last year I started to think if I want to take a job in a small city like Mysore or just give up after one more year. Came out of depression and everything exploded, I could not wait any longer to pursue my passion.

You will often hear me saying “ki I was in a wrong career for 5.5 years, I heard engineer is a creative career so I chose it. And isi bat pe sabse jyada kata hai life mein”. Jokes apart, in those 5 years I learnt so much on a personal level and a lot of skills too, looks like I was in a wrong career for a reason.

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