Karmic posted something to tell me that my success will be short lived and I should not let it get to my head. She is dumb to think that success will fall into her lap without doing any hard work. That’s why she is a failure. And she thinks, to be successful she needs to outwork others, she means she always needs to compete with others and bring them down. She wrote about herself but projected onto me that my success will be short-lived.
So here’s the thing, I know I am not being dumb when I think I will never fail, because it’s based on facts. I have always won, never lost. Even if I fail at something, suppose an exam, next year I set even higher goals and I still win. I have never experienced failure in my life. Depends on, if you have a high IQ to understand the right definition of failure.😉 I have faced many obstacles, delays, I have gone through almost everything that a human being can go through, but ultimately I always win in the end, and I am still winning at life. It’s my attitude that defines my success. I don’t remember a single day when I did pity party like the karmic, that success was taken away as fast as it came. Because my success is always permanent, it always stays, because I don’t use shortcuts you know.
Karmic tried for 4 months to get a reaction out of me and when she finally got my reaction, what happened? People admire me even more now. They like my shadow side. I agree it was my shadow side which comes out only when required. I have control over my shadow side because I have integrated it. I use it when I need it. I don’t feel any shame to show my shadow side, because you must have done something if you are having to deal with my shadow side and you deserve it. My soul tribe likes my dual nature. Kya karoon yaar, dimag kharab ho gaya tha. Aisa lag raha tha ki, ruk saali aaj to terko main dikhati hoon. I had to show her. That no one cares, just because you gaslight someone, doesn’t mean the whole world will start believing that they are mentally unstable, just because you claim they are.
I have always talked openly about my trauma and people follow me for it, why would they judge me if I give a reaction. On full moon day I wrote this, translating it to English “go away from my life as fast as you can, wicked witch!! You have been clinging onto me like a parasite for the last 3 years”. (Daayan sali, bhaag yahaan se. Chudail ki tarah chipak gayi hai 3 saal se.) Because I was so done with this karmic, I felt like I finally need to give her a reaction and show her that no one cares. I got tired of her calling me her friend, best friend, coworker, teammate, what not. She even called me her soulmate the day she wanted to harass me.🤢 I had to tell her that she has been dead in life for 3 years now, I don’t care what she thinks. She wanted people to turn against me, but look people admire me even more now. I always win.😉