I always win

Karmic posted something to tell me that my success will be short lived and I should not let it get to my head. She is dumb to think that success will fall into her lap without doing any hard work. That’s why she is a failure. And she thinks, to be successful she needs to outwork others, she means she always needs to compete with others and bring them down. She wrote about herself but projected onto me that my success will be short-lived.

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I work really hard

It does take a lot of hard work, being an entrepreneur is never easy. There’s no such thing as free time for me. I am always working. Deep thinking to decide what I want to post next, planning, posting, maintaining multiple social media platforms, doing SEO, client work, managing so many people as a leader, while dealing with haters most of the time as you know. I won’t say networking because I do not network for any motives, I just like helping people and that also takes me time. Always working on my healing so that I can learn more and teach more, meditation, connecting with spirit guides. I am an empath so I also need to put daily efforts to take care of my energy, otherwise negative people can easily influence it. Everyday I have to give guidance to my Twinflame, continuous SRTs, and dealing with the Karmic as well. It’s a lot to handle.

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Me 2012 | Story time

That’s me in 2012, on my Birthday. Second-year in my college. We always had exams around my B’day but they always give 1-2 days gape between each, so I managed to celebrate it with my friends.

I studied very hard to get into a job because that time only a few would get placement in my college. I was studying electronics engineering but developed an interest in C programming by the end of the first year. In the third and fourth year, I used to go to so many coaching, twice a day after 7 hours of college. I learnt everything, programming, algorithms, microprocessors, PLCs, even tried to do preparation for GATE Examination.

Sometimes I feel I didn’t enjoy that much as my other classmates. I did get placement into an IT company, but by that time I just wanted to go for GATE/IES. But I didn’t have confidence in myself if I will be able to concentrate on study for more years. So I decided to go for an IT job because everyone said that since I love programming and I also got a job, I should.

I do regret my decisions sometimes. Out of 5 years, the last 2 years were tough as hell. Not because I didn’t know my work, but because people wanted to prove that I somehow don’t know it. I was overworked, in toxic environments. It even started affecting my health.

It took me time to accept that I am also an artistic person and can give it a try as a career. I always thought I don’t have that in me and so I wasted time in a wrong career. Last year I started to think if I want to take a job in a small city like Mysore or just give up after one more year. Came out of depression and everything exploded, I could not wait any longer to pursue my passion.

You will often hear me saying “ki I was in a wrong career for 5.5 years, I heard engineer is a creative career so I chose it. And isi bat pe sabse jyada kata hai life mein”. Jokes apart, in those 5 years I learnt so much on a personal level and a lot of skills too, looks like I was in a wrong career for a reason.

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